February the 2nd, 2012
After two months it will already be two years how I have no connection with one of the people that once I thought I could never live without. It’s strange. It really is. So much. I’ve almost forgotten everything but it’s, I guess, third day as I’ve started to blame myself. I was watching the video for song “Rolling in the Deep” by Adele. Suddenly it looked to me as the girl (Adele) in the chair was I and the guy, who looks like ninja dancing in the cocaine, was my old friend with which I haven’t spoken for almost two years. He was drug addict back then. Now I’m blaiming myself that I was just sitting around and doing nothing, while he was doing drugs. I know it’s silly and I really hate that I’m creating such nonsense out of some random video and memories.
